loudon | ic spam

you'd never be one of those guys. they're all about pride with no point.

That's all I'm trying to say! Calculated risk!

But I think I'm in the minority here.

yeah [...] makes sense. [...] idk what mine is, i think i kind of banked on you n ru telling me it's time to pack up and i know you're both [...] more over the enodia experience than me

You mean we're both grumpy old farts.

But also I don't wanna tell you what to do. You've got more [...] roots here than me.

yeah and i love you both for it.

what if we all leave and you n i don't live anywhere near each other anymore though

😘

[...] I admit, I worry about that too. But we've lived apart before and we've lived.

Or maybe I move to be near y'all, but then maybe that's me being unhealthily codependent again and interfering with y'all's life together.

you're the only other family i got, i'm not just gonna ignore you cause i'm [...] y'know.

You're all I got, too. But I know that it's unfair of me to put all that on you.

Maybe I'll foster a horse.

only if i don't want it too.

i liked doin it when i was in WV but that's the thing. like if we left here i'd have to find somewhere good for horses cause if i try n make kearney live without i'd get the ASPR on my ass faster than you can say "giddy up"

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I've leaned on you a lot these past 15 years, and I'm sorry for making you feel responsible for me. [...] You didn't make me stay here, I'm here 'cause I'm scared shitless of being alone out there. If I can be real vulnerable for a moment, you're the only one who's ever treated me with much tenderness and I think I'm scared of losing that. You helped me unravel my whole toxic masculinity thing before I even knew what that was.

Have y'all ever talked about where you might go, if not here?

oh shit bud you ain't rid of me n my ✨unravelin ways✨ that easy.

not in a too serious way. once i said mountains back west and he said a lil ranch. they're [...] not incompatible i guess

Thanks for letting me be a Feelings Guy, boo.

Home is where you make it, anyhow.

I could sell my little plot of land and go anywhere, honestly.

anytime boo 😘

[...] that's cool [...] i guess i just kinda miss where i grew up?? ain't nothing waiting for me in the real town cept a couple of headstones and a couple more bar tabs but it's more the whole place

You know what? You've seen the whole lotta nothin' where I grew up, but I ain't ever seen yours.

imagine brokeback mountain if it was actually filmed in wyoming instead of canada.

Is it as gay as Canada, though?

tbh i left too early to really tell but it did make me ME so

So gay as hell, is what you're saying. Say no more, I'm sold.

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