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dm, 7/8

[coulee]

i lived with you for a whole year, wouldn't i've gotten sick of you then if it was ever gonna happen?

dm, 7/8

[loudon]

We weren't stuck in a dome back then!

dm, 7/8

[coulee]

[...] bro. we can leave whenever we want.

dm, 7/8

[loudon]

Yeah, but I feel like my [...] me-ness gets on your nerves more than it used to.

dm, 7/8

[coulee]

no???? [...] or like [...] that's not it

dm, 7/8

[loudon]

Did I do something?

dm, 7/8

[coulee]

you're pretty much never not down on yourself anymore n i'm kinda worried about it.

dm, 7/8

[loudon]

I'm not gonna do that in front of you any more. I'm sorry.

dm, 7/8

[coulee]

that won't fix anything!! it's not why i told you!!

dm, 7/8

[loudon]

Sorry!! I don't know what you want me to do!!!

dm, 7/8

[coulee]

idk neither. but i care a lot about you n it matters that you're at least kinda happy especially when you're only here ca so i want to try and help. if you'll i can.

dm, 7/8

[loudon]

There's nothing you need to do for me. You already do so much. You're perfect. It's not you.

It's not your fault that I suck at [...] y'know. People and shit. And this job. And like, I dunno... life.

dm, 7/8

[coulee]

the only thing you suck at's knowing how much ass you kick at all that stuff.

dm, 7/8

[loudon]

I feel like the Explorers are gonna send me packing any day now.

dm, 7/8

[coulee]

name one thing you've done wrong at work since we got back. evals don't count.

dm, 7/8

[loudon]

Be old and unfriendly and not flashy.

I joined Research so that I'd have a fallback and it made the impostor syndrome even worse because now I feel 200% more stupid.

dm, 7/8

[coulee]

yeah none of that's in the job description so it turns out nobody gives a fuck.

oh no another div noticed how cool it is to work with you

dm, 7/8

[loudon]

I thought about leaving but I'd just be old/unfriendly/not flashy/stupid there too, so I guess you're stuck with me.

dm, 7/8

[coulee]

[...] you hate living here that much?

dm, 7/8

[loudon]

It's fine, I'm just having a mid-life crisis.

dm, 7/8

[coulee]

sure but there's a reason it's called a crisis. like if you're that miserable and it's don't stay for me.

dm, 7/8

[loudon]

You're all I I'm gonna stick with it to my birthday and then if I still suck at everything, I'll go home and grow asparagus or whatever.

dm, 7/8

[coulee]

[...] ok.

dm, 7/8

[loudon]

[...] Can we still go for a hike or did I fuck that up?

dm, 7/8

[coulee]

no i want to if you do